I let go of everything that is not mine. I let myself to die. I felt the real death of all of my past stories and future stories based on expectations, fear, and anxiety.
I let go all of my false dreams based on ego, illusions, and mass-consciousness.
And I asked myself “What is next?”, „What is mine?”, „What are my real dreams?”.
I felt my purity, my essence, my mastery and I realized that how a long time I forgot how to dream.
How to have big dreams, and live these dreams.
Life as we know it has been the undream, the no dream. And now the dream may begin, the energies radiate out to start filling that dream.
No more waiting for a better time. The time is now. No more holding back and waiting. The time is now.
The time to live your true dreams. There are no limits for consciousness, and there is an unlimited amount of energy.
The only thing to do is to make a real decision from your heart. Not from a mind.
When your knowingness, human dream, and your soul come together, the grand energies are starting to serve you most beautifully and perfectly. These energies are attracted by you, the love of yourself. The dreams must be clear and big, no human limitations, fears, and anxiety. We know our dreams very well, but it was hidden for a long time.
It’s time to live your dreams now. Dreams are true, and you were waiting for it very long time to live these dreams. What are you waiting for? Let it come to you.
I had a dream where I met an older woman who was doing a lecture on life on the moon. I was very interested and wanted to visit the moon. And she invited me to fly to the moon. I willingly agreed. I was very excited about the new expedition.
As soon as I made the decision, I was already on the moon. It seemed to me that the moon was white and nothing was interesting behind the white sand. The place I was in was not unusual, but the other parts of the moon were beautiful. There were beautiful mountains, lakes, and forests. Great nature and animals. I was only surprised that there were no birds singing. People normally lived like on Earth. Nothing special.
I asked the woman who brought me here, why people on earth do not know about life on the moon?
She replied that she did not know why because everything was clear and no one hid it. There is no conspiracy. Just what they want to see is what they see, what they do not want they do not see it. But everything is open to all.
I asked if they had always lived here. She replied that it was not that people made it all up. What I see the whole nature was created by people on the moon. Everything is surrounded by a huge dome, where life is full of life, forests, animals, and people live. Everything was amazingly beautiful. I realized that just as humans made the Earth, it did not come out of anywhere. They just created it. And it was the same with the Moon.
I also realized how deep a dream people sleep, who live on earth and do not know about life on the moon.
People on earth have forgotten many things and see only a small part of the surrounding reality.
For a few days, I felt like I was already dead.
I stopped feeling love for anyone and anything.
I was annoyed by dogs and people and chirping birds.
I was a little panicked and scared that I do not feel anything.
It was like anesthesia to look deeper within.
Everything seemed to me not real. All that I experienced in my life, essential things appeared as a dream that disappears. All my suffering life stories passed through me like one big dream.
Sometimes it was scary, and sometimes it looked comical and I cried with laughter.
At first, I was sad that it was leaving me. And then I felt relieved that it was not so serious as it looks.
I felt my master’s wings that lift me over everything I experienced.
I felt the relief and the wisdom, the essence that was in every story. Great calm. The end of all stories.
Last night I felt great anxiety, and I could not sleep.
At 4 in the morning, I was able to sleep and had a dream.
I dreamed we were flying by plane with a whole group of friends.
It was a very small and narrow airport. The pilot tried to take off from the airport, but it was too small to be lifted. The pilot attempted several times to start the plane. He was terribly upset and afraid to continue flying. Passengers wanted to fly, but they were afraid too.
Then Silvia arrived in the car and offered to take everyone, but that was not enough. They were all disappointed.
It was possible to start the plane, but the pilot was afraid to do so. Each time at the start of the aircraft the pilot stopped.
When I woke up, I told myself that I don’t want again to stop at the last moment, just before the start!!!
I don’t want STOP HOLDING BACK.
You have all the knowledge, skills and tools.
There is nothing to learn, read or study.
You are everything, you have everything.
You are complete.
What are you holding back? What keeps you in your resistance?
Why are not you enlightened yet?
You can make a final decision at any time, but you do not do it. Why?
What are you waiting for?
Why are you waiting?
Are you waiting for a solution to the old issues and problems? Have you taken responsibility for things that are not yours?
Are you waiting for a better time until the problems resolve themselves? Because you are the master of new energy? And you just wait and do nothing… ?
What really stops you?
Do not wait for others until they are enlightened. Do not try to take old things with you that no longer fit you.
This is all fucking old!!! You do not need it. Stop worrying about others and taking care of them. It is not yours.
Stop worrying about the unsettled things and the old problems that you took on yourself. It is not yours.
Most things in your life are not yours. Most of your fears and struggles are not yours.
Most of your health problems and diseases are not yours.
You think they are yours, but it’s not yours. LET IT GO.
Let go of everything.
If you let everything go, you will not go away.
It’s like death. This is like a very slow dying.
But you can die quickly. You have enough torment and slow dying.
This is obviously not physical death. You can be calm.
But the death of all your old stories, your ego, past lifetimes and constant concern for your problems that are NOT REALLY YOURS.
There is nothing to delay this for later. You’ve been waiting TOO LONG,
and you are already really tired of it!
It is like death and it seems terrible and painful, but it is very easy to die.
You just take a deep breath and LET IT GO.
Do not be afraid to die. Trust yourself and LET IT GO.
Let ALL this GO AWAY and feel deeply HOW YOU ARE LIGHT.
And there is only your pure, crystal essence. All that YOU really ARE. Knowingness, wisdom.
No more questions, doubts. Just your pure existence…
And there is nothing more TO DO…
Because You ARE. You EXIST and that’s it.