GREAT FAT SUFFERING

Recent events in my life caused a total change in the reception of reality. I realized that I am totally sovereign.
Absolutely self-sufficient.


And then I relized I do not need to eat, and I stopped feeling hungry.
At first, I was uncertain; I eat little because I have to. So generally accepted. One day, however, I did not want to do any longer what I accepted. I stopped eating. I did not eat anything, and still, I was getting energy. I realized that energy does not need to be supplied with food. Another illusion has been removed from my life. I did not eat anything for six days. I missed the biting. I went to the best restaurant for lunch. I was very sensitive to the taste and the shapes I chewed. Each vegetable was a different consistency, different shape, each spoon of soup brought an extraordinary experience. Then bite and crunch.


All this was full of awareness.
I had lunch for 1,5 h. It was great, and I felt the heat spilling over my whole body. I felt a deep ground. When I ate today three spaghetti forks, it was like an adventure. Noodles curled in my mouth, deep tomato taste, round crispy olive. I understood why the Italian is cooked al dente pasta. Softness outside, crisp in the middle. Unusual, I have never seen that before. The pleasure of eating when you are not hungry is indescribable. It seems that nothing has changed, maybe only that I eat very little. But when I eat it, I feel Ahmyo. The state of divine grace. Splendor.

AN

About freedom in new energy relationships

The hardest thing in the new energy relationship is that there is not yet a definite ground for you to tackle on the occasion of your troubles. As one of the first in the world we are in new energies, we learn to love ourselves, we sense sensuality, senses, but the relationships of the Masters are still true novelty and curiosity, because neither Adamus nor Tobias ever had such relationships. When with the other person we feel and act intuitively, without the mind – we do not see the whole, and for the human nature of man is strange, is unknown.

Fortunately, the rest is the easiest. ๐Ÿ™‚

The possibility of loving another person in total freedom and in harmony with his feelings is one of my greatest experiences. When we share our space with the other Master we do not have to worry about anything, carry anyone on our back, we are not tied to anything, and we still get the most beautiful – unconditional love, deep respect for the other side, joy and tenderness in the most beautiful scene.

By choosing ourselves and loving ourselves, we become free of all previous preferences, collective minds, obligations and other similar insignificant details. We no longer need anyone to be in love to create the best potential. We are unbelievably self-sufficient and we surround ourselves with a wonderful love for ourselves that warms us always the same. But when we meet the other like so self-sufficient being, we can share space with her and enjoy being together here and now. Enjoy the wine on the balcony overlooking the mountains, enjoy a great meal, admire the greenery of the forest, touch with total consent and love feeling everything just like never before.
At some point, when we get to know other people, other masters, other embodied angels, the question arises – What does this total freedom mean in relation to new energies?

Imagine two wonderful embodied new energy Masters who share HERE and NOW living. Their life is really beautiful, they understand without words, they feel their distance better and worse days because they have no need to live with each other. The world itself sets common moments for them, and they enjoy it. They dance with what comes to their door. They are a mirror to themselves, they enjoy the world together and appreciate each other.

One day, on one of the lonely expeditions, Mistress meets the Angel incarnate. He is so free and shines with the unbelievable brilliance that Master falls in love with without thinking. His every gesture and sound inspires her. Mistress sees in this event thousands of possible potentials of this encounter, which in one moment is living in itself. He leaves the angel in the mountains and returns home filled with love for the new being. And this is beautiful.

The Master travels to another country, stay a little alone with himself, bathe in salty water and feel the taste of the Mediterranean country. On his way, he meets a beautiful student. The girl is free and has an open mind. When the student is ready, the Master appears there. They spend a lot of time with each other because there is space. In one of these days, they go to the beach together and bathe together in the sea. The Master is free from any bans what he can and can not do. And this is beautiful.

Master, being in another country, feels the Master’s new relationship, feels open to the student, and his doubts and the question in his head – What does this total freedom mean in relation to new energy? Master writes to the Master – Do what you feel ๐Ÿ™‚ – and after that, it smells of the joy of freedom and light that flows from this acceptance of everything that can happen. It’s so beautiful; it’s so clean, it’s so free.

And everything would probably have been covered with roses in this story, if not for the fact that our humanity is still trapped in us. Our human minds come to the voice and outgrow the true ideas. Mistress wakes up the next day with a moral hangover. The game enters the mind that tries to spoil everything. The darkest potentials come to voice, which will be good anyway if they show up. Because it is known that everything is good in all creation. Why only for the moment is the most difficult?

After the return of the Masters of new energy, it turns out that nothing happened between them and other people. Only the potentials of what could have happened and would have happened if the Masters would have felt so. This freedom has not yet been defined, but the gateway is still open. Only our humanity does not allow full of what this freedom means. Are we going to stop at the potential, or will we share with others in joy and love?

AN

 

MASTER in MUNICH 2017

Trips with Shaumbra are adventurous as possible and are remembered for a long time in intense colors. And this trip was unique, it was a meeting of masters – Master’s in Munich – with three hundred Shaumbra from around the world, with tremendously high energy around, with live Yoham music and Soy musicians, with the first performance in the history of Shaumbra Theater, with Linda, Geoffrey, Adamus, and Kuthumi, with Shoud, live in the Transhuman series.

And the most important were the meetings – those with the Masters and those with themselves.

When we reached the place by tram with Hubert, a middle-aged man was sitting next to us. He was dressed quite simply, a yellow t-shirt, black shorts in headgear. On that casket, we noticed at some point a pirate pin – a skull with crossed bones – and then I felt that it was just beginning.

Later everything went very smoothly, the first we met nice ladies from the United States and Germany. They greeted us warmly in a common way to the place where the Shoud was. The most beautiful of these early meetings was the unlikely openness of each other. We hugged each other and looked at the clarity of our eyes. There was some magic of engagement, maybe identifying with the group and great happiness that accompanied us to the end of the event.

Before the start of the event, I got to know Geoffrey. Hubert came down with him from the stairs, so I dared to come up. As if something pushed me to him. I greeted him, handed him a hand, and he hugged me all over and looked me in the eyes. I will never forget these eyes, clear, gray and full of peace and beauty, and this flowing energy from this meeting, soft and nice, as if I was immersed in a warm cloud. I felt our souls recognized.

The hall was like a theater scene, the rows of chairs were collapsed from the stage, and the red curtain lit by violet headlights, the green trees in the large pots, and, of course, two ornamental chairs. Linda and Geoffrey started with a beautiful welcome, and it turned out that Shaumbra had come to this event from twenty-five countries, eighty percent of the audience had made a certified SES course, and the audience’s energy was dangling in the air like a Fata Morgana. Adamus started with an energetic strike. He returned to Atlantis and congratulated us that we are here again in the Master’s consciousness. He was moved by the fact that something that was a dream of the wise men of Atlantis was really present on our Earth. He grounded our I am. He raised our consciousness.

After this incredible merabh it was hard to talk about. So deep down I reached the essence of myself that it seemed impossible to talk to other people. I felt beneath my feet, my consciousness expanded, and my senses gave me the feeling that I had live stones in my hands, a live rock that was moving, which had no end. The coffee from Hubert brought me back to Earth, and it was after the break. I thought that, like these next three meetings would be the same, I do not know whether my body will survive.

The next meeting was much milder. Lina and Geoff introduced new courses, and trips that are still available and they greatly relaxed the atmosphere. Each Shaumbra had the opportunity to bow to their country when Linda was reading the guests. For some unknown reason I stood up with the French greeting, thankfully Hubert made me realize that Poland had not read yet, so later I bowed to him beautifully in polish too. I could later explain to strangers that I am a citizen of the whole world and that borders are not terrible for me.

The next two shows were beautiful live Yoham music, which could be purchased later in the hall before the entrance, which of course I did. Adamus talked to us about himself, and Kuthumi explained how his senses looked when he was illuminated. Just before my arrival, I announced that I was going to dance with Adamus, and when Kuthumi came to channel Geoffrey, I knew that dancing would be inevitable. At one point when Yoham was playing a beautiful, sensual music, I saw two women who broke into a dance. At the same time, I smiled at my lovely newly discovered neighbor on the left and grabbed her hand, and we flew to the stage. This time I think we were surprised by Linda, who did not know what to do with our dancing. Yoham started to play faster and faster, and at one point everyone in the Hall was one big dance and joy. But it was spontaneous and beautiful.

Tired of dancing, we left the building, but we did not want to go far away because this was the first time Shaumbra Theater had ever been held here. In this short break we were able to meet and feel the energy of a large part of the youngest Shaumbra with whom we sat on the grass. Our unconcerned enthusiasm and joy a bit disturbed the seniors, who occasionally complained in German for too big excitement.

Theatrical performance was a miracle, laughter, great figures and people with a passion for theater. I did not think before that spectacle that all Shaumbra were so similar. Everyone wants love, everyone is a master on earthly transitions and has his family of angels who are constantly trying to help us – a stray pirate. A great initiative, which was rewarded with loud applause. I hope there will still be a chance to see the continuation of “To be or not to be humanโ€.

As for the second day, it was pure sensuality. Adamus step by step showed us how to open senses. Four very talented guitarists entered the stage with Passion, and they felt more and more and more and more boldly, still differently. It was a real gift for me – guitar lovers and singers. ACH …

Finally, the audience lit up in the dance, which Linda might have expected after the previous day. Later at the end of the whole event and after all the thanks, our quiet queen came out to the audience to talk to the royal family – that is us.

I walked up to Linda with a momentum – how not now when! I greeted and said that this was my first time with them live. Linda was very nice, so I asked her about Poland when they came to us. She seemed convinced that they were planning a meeting in our homeland, and when I said seriously and straight to Linda’s beautiful eyes – “We’re waiting for you” – returning the seriousness, she promised to remember at the earliest opportunity when planning future expeditions. She thanked me for coming, and I thanked her for everything. Later we said goodbye to the rest of the newcomers, we exchanged facebook contacts and left a strong resolve to return.

As soon as possible.

AN

No Stories no worries

The world is full of history different people, they are not always nice. In fact, each story and its image depends on the viewer’s point of view. When we are truly free, happening from other people’s lives, and from our lives, turn into paintings that we can admire as in the gallery. They stop being bad, or good. They are just stories that have something to teach us. Nothing more.

AN